State exams

     Right now I am preparing for state exams and iti been quite a journey. I will take them 3 days from now and it is getting scary, but I also know that I can be brave just to show up. I realized today that even though the state exams can be intimidating I can enjoy preparing for them and I do. I love to learn and it gives me so much joy to see that I am making progress in these questions. It is so much fun. I am also a person that stresses a lot and fear can take over me pretty easily I am determined to not back down even though I am not perfect even though the learning process takes so much of my time and I feel like nothing is sticking. Sometimes I feel like my mind is mush and that my brain is not braining. Even though I am scared I am also excited. It makes me feel good. Even though it is scary to not know the outcome I feel like I am where I am meant to be even if I fail or succeed.